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smellybottom commented on a secret: 2 days, 1 hour ago · View

your a bird on a wire
you can not stay
you can not go
yet your heart is suffocating
punishment ,is this it
for what do i owe thee
how long will this suffocation rob and rape
for me non deserving
my fate unforgiving
are you happy
are you happy
i toss and turn in bed each night, are you laughing
how you love to watch me burn
but i will not let you ever near that i cherish most
my heart is mine alone
you will not penetrate that which i have made for me alone
someday you shall weep
until then i pray you never see
how much your hatred churns in me
your temper
you foul looks
your bitter breath
someday shall be yours alone
i am here
but i am no where near you
you will find my heart some place else
away from here
away from you
and when i hear the child weep
i will not sleep until i see no fear
for i know how it feels
to go inside
to whimper so quietly
where no one hears
in my sleep i will face you at night
you will mock my dreams
i will show no fear
a bird on a wire always lives on the edge of nothing
never feeling love
never feeling alone
just there
just numb
until it can fly somewhere

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Secret posted by smellybottom 2 days, 2 hours ago · View

i cant not stay i cant not go

smellybottom · 2 days, 1 hour ago
your a bird on a wire
you can not stay
you can not go
yet your heart is suffocating
punishment ,is this it
for what do i owe thee
how long will this suffocation rob and rape
for me non deserving
my fate unforgiving
are you happy
are you happy
i toss and turn in bed each night, are you laughing
how you love to watch me burn
but i will not let you ever near that i cherish most
my heart is mine alone
you will not penetrate that which i have made for me alone
someday you shall weep
until then i pray you never see
how much your hatred churns in me
your temper
you foul looks
your bitter breath
someday shall be yours alone
i am here
but i am no where near you
you will find my heart some place else
away from here
away from you
and when i hear the child weep
i will not sleep until i see no fear
for i know how it feels
to go inside
to whimper so quietly
where no one hears
in my sleep i will face you at night
you will mock my dreams
i will show no fear
a bird on a wire always lives on the edge of nothing
never feeling love
never feeling alone
just there
just numb
until it can fly somewhere
one_dark_star · 1 day, 12 hours ago
That’s beautiful <3

smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

so why not just hook up with your best friend then?

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

i hope things improve very soon for you

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

whatever spins your wheels

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

hes lucky someone cares

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

the lord is near to the broken hearted
he saves those crushed in spirit
believe it
its the truth

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

but they forgot to teach you about love

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

amen

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

good for you
never throw your pearls to pigs
they can not appreciate them and only trample them under their foot

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

dont.even think about it
you are worth more than that
you matter more than you think

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Secret posted by smellybottom 1 week, 4 days ago · View

if youre not changin youre decomposing

shadowmarred · 1 week, 3 days ago
But even decomposition is a state of change…
shannonxx · 1 week, 2 days ago
And i hope you never change because youre great as it is xx

smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

change is a good thing,
if you’re not changing your decomposing

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smellybottom commented on a secret: 1 week, 4 days ago · View

this too shall pass
you will get through this

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Secret posted by smellybottom 1 week, 4 days ago · View

i still think you are the one

shannonxx · 1 week, 2 days ago
I’m here for you, you’ll find someone just as great if this doesnt work out xx

Secret posted by smellybottom 1 month ago · View

my mind can notwill it open hard enough

shannonxx · 1 month ago
Hope you’re well sweetie xx
gift20 · 1 month ago
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Hello dear

How are you doing today, i hope every things is OK with you as its my

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your new friend Lucy.

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