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'Cake
Scary.
Mikaa
Sounds like you got clinical depression should get that checked out
Leah
i know how you feel.
and i love the picture!
X
it’s not is it? :/
'Tard
I know what you mean…
And I love the picture xD
much love x
BottledSecrets
I know exactly how you feel!!! I’m 14 and everyone I know (including my 83 yr old Nan) get more excited about life than I do, and have more energy. I try to kinda force it excitement slightly to kick start it and then it’s someimes ok.
Randomm
i dont either. everything extreme is now ordinary to me.
Kate
Have you considered the possibility that you’re suffering from a Major Depressive Episode? I know there is a stigma attached, and you don’t want to be considered crazy… but you should know that this is a VERY common problem I’d recommend consulting a counselor.
Aleah
it sounds like you might have depression. it’s okay you’ll be fine if you do just got to the doctor and get help.
Anonymous
When I was depressed, I was tired, impossible to cheer up and very, VERY unexcited and unmotivated. You should check it out, best to not let it dwell.
hope it gets better <3 x
Dawra
Yeah. I had this problem for about two years. The world outside my window seemed to hold nothing whatsoever for me. It seemed dreary, grey and boring, and I felt so confined. I went through the months, doing extreme sports, like trainsurfing, not caring what happened to my body or myself. The bursts of adrenaline were what I lived for. Because nothing got me excited.
Even when I got my lip pierced, after two years of begging my mum, I didn’t even feel excited, just neutral.
I’m still not back to normal, but it’s a lot better. It sucks that I don’t get excited.. but I hope that will change.. and I hope it will change for you, too, hun.