SecretZen

Here for you honey, this is so beautiful xx

I so get this!

You have so much left, please believe that hon xx

Here for you honey, Ill be your boat of support xx

Just want to say thankyou for this secret. I’ve not once understood how a miscarriage could be that upsetting to someone… I kinda do now.
I hope that you’re okay </3

I’m so sorry, if you ever need someone to talk to I’m always up for listening. I hope you realize how loved you are

It just hasn’t yet, keep holding on. If you need someone to talk to, I’m always here (:

Here for you sweetheart, you are stronger than you think x

It always gets better. Please don’t give up. It will get better some day, I promise that.

It always gets better. Please don’t give up. It will get better some day, I promise that.

All of us are here to help. tragedy’s right. it does get better. no matter how bad it seems it will always get better <3

WHY DON’T YOU TAKE MY HAND AND HELP ME UNDERSTAND
CUZ I CAN’T FIGURE OUT WHAT YOU’RE THINKING ABOUT

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtvsozMhbS4&ob=av2e

Pretty picture for your secret.

Hope you’re okay honey! xo

I hop you’re okay Mem, here for you always xo

You will be okay sweetheart, because you’re strong and i really hope everything gets better soon! <3 xo

to where?

I hope they’re there for you sweetheart, i am and i hope you can get the help you need xoxo

in the ht: whether*

I hope it’s ok sweetheart, here for you xo And im hoping things work out in a way you like and you dont get hurt xo

I’m alone in the room. There’s a party going on outside. An insane one. We’re at the beach for an overnight stay. It’s going to be a pretty crazy night. The music blares. I can see the flashing lights from underneath the door. I can barely think straight, I’m so drunk. This room had been put aside especially for Waleed and I. But he’s not even here tonight. My chest hurts again, but I don’t bother moving. The laptop is open in front of me but I’m not going to speak to anyone. I don’t want to get blood on the keyboard. My right arm extends off the side of the bed, and blood drips down my arm and off the tips of my fingers. How did I get so messed up again? It’s been just about 45 minutes since I replied to anyone. I haven’t even bothered picking my head up to look at the screen and tell myself what time it is. I know who’s outside and I’m scared. I really hope nothing will happen today. And at that exact moment; I hear the door click open over the loud music, and then shut again. I hear the lock twist. At first instict, thinking it’s Walls I get up and look to the door. Who I see makes my blood run cold.

‘Hi.’

He’s so drunk.

‘Get out.’

I’ve defensively put myself up against the four poster on the bed. He’s got a bottle of Bacardi in one hand and he’s running the other through his hair. I should be prepared for the worst. A crack in my bravado has already appeared, and a silent tear drips down the side of my face.

He takes a swig.

‘Don’t pretend you don’t enjoy it last time. I know you did. Cause that’s what sluts do, don’t they?’

He’s getting closer to me. Oh please.. Oh gosh no. I can feel the sobs building up in me and my heart pounding in my chest.

He takes another swig.

‘Leave.’

‘You know what? I’ve come to the conclusion that you like me. For fucks sake, you were even the mother of my child. Or what was my child at least.’

‘Leave.’

He puts his bottle down and approaches me properly. Coming closer and looking at me up and down.

‘I forgave you for a reason. I forgave you so you would go. So you would leave. I need you to leave. Just go… Please. Just leave.’

‘I’ve tried moving on. I have.’

‘So when you told me you were sorry, it was a lie? You need to go. You really need to go. I’m not going to tell anyone, but you need to leave.’

He tries to climb on top of me and a push him off and get off the bed backing away.

‘No. You need to leave. You need to leave or… or I’ll tell. You know I will.’

I’ve backed off and I’m up against the chest of drawers, which wobble as I back into them. I sob audibly.

‘Oh you will, will you?’

He comes towards me. maintaining eye contact. He reaches out and I gasp at his touch. I feel his hand let go of my arm and slide down and…

ARE YOU OK ?!

I hope you’re not waiting for long.

Good things come to those who wait, i hope that wait ends soon! xo

Stop waiting, be a go getter !

Hope you’re okay. x

I hope youre okay and this makes you happier x

Now that’s true love. (:

This is gorgeous xx

I hope you can work things out.

I hope it works out lovely, i hope you decide who you’d like to be with xo

Hope things are okay. x

If it helps, neither are they whom you think they are. NO one is exactly as they seem, even to themselves.

Here for you lovely xo