Carla D @marianruthven ?

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    Secret posted by Carla D   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    He calls me crisálida chrysalis. I hate it but love it at the same time. I´m really afraid to get out of the cocoon... But he is right I have to

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    It´s better to be alone.

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    Spoiler Alert¡¡¡ He Leaves in the end… so that´s a lie

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   4 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I know the feeling, searching for comfort and finding none. I hope you find a reason.

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   4 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I agree, I don`t want to have kids or anything so I think 40 is a good age to die…

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    Secret posted by Carla D   4 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I`ll be happy this year even if it is for the wrong reasons...

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    Secret posted by Carla D   5 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I´m too old for this I want to fall in love but I´m too scared to take any chance. Maybe I should just stop messing around and end this...

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      sec_ · 5 months, 2 weeks ago

      No, no you won’t. You’re going to stay safe and perservere. Be strong. And find love.

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   6 months ago · View

    So do I…

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   6 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    People have actually used that phrase to describe me, i feel so useless and pathetic I´d like to do something about it but I can´t…. i really don´t know what to do to make it better.

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   7 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    Wow, it´s like it was aimed at me… Thanks for the reminder and I will stay alone. It´s soooo much better.

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    Carla D and boxofcolors are now friends   7 months, 3 weeks ago · View

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   7 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    Me neither, I always feel so aout of place and so… childlike while everyone else is so comfortable. It´s terrible. I wish I knew at least how to fake it

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   7 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    I can relate. But sometimes it just means you´re bigger than the box you´re trying to fit into…

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   7 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    Thank you :)

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   7 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    What book is that?

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    Secret posted by Carla D   8 months ago · View

    I´m such a Hypocrite... I say I´m alone but I can´t be at peace for a day if I don´t talk to him. He´s not with me but I can´t work on the world without him. I´m pathetic

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    Secret posted by Carla D   8 months ago · View

    I´m better alone That´s how it´s meant to be...

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      willynilly · 8 months ago

      lovely post thank you for sharing this

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        impasse · 8 months ago

        Wow, are you actually being nice or do I need to get my eye-sight checked? o.O
        I came on here after quite some time and honestly you ruined my pleasure of reading secrets completely with all your negative and hateful comments on every other secret.I don’t know who you are or what your problem is but all this negativity is uncalled for. If you don’t like a few people on here, ignore them or just leave the site and move on. Haven’t you got anything better to do than hating on people? The intensity of your hatred is extremely unpleasant.
        Please, we dont need you to spoil Sz for us.

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   8 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    men, past, suicide. Self explanatory…

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   9 months ago · View

    We women get a different view on things… I´m sure it´s very different for guys.

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    Carla D commented on a secret:   9 months ago · View

    It´s Disney´s fault. There´s no fairytale in real life, The butterflies are just a bio-chemical reaction, a hormonal guided reaction. As a matter of fact, don´t trust the butterflies, they usually lead to bad decisions…

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