Lilly Rai @lillyrai ?

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   1 day, 14 hours ago · View

    My resolve is breaking.

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      kevin · 1 day, 10 hours ago

      stay strong man

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      Atem · 1 day, 10 hours ago

      Ahahahha you got called a man.

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        hurt_by_u · 1 day, 8 hours ago

        <3 Hugs and kisses hun

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          Atem · 1 day, 6 hours ago

          SIMOM ALICRUISE UN TOHMA XD TIN ALMA :-D DDD

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      shannonxx · 1 day, 2 hours ago

      Stay strong, here for you, we can glue you back together slowly :) xx

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      iamjustme · 8 hours, 13 minutes ago

      You are strong, keep going! *glues you together* it gets better.

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   1 week, 1 day ago · View

    Im seeing a psychiatrist doctor tomorrow. To talk about whats wrong with me. I dont know what to say. But I have to come clean. Im not coping like my mum thinks I am. I dont want to disappoint her. But I know the doctor has to know Im not clean from cutting before she can help me. And I know I need help.

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      shannonxx · 1 week, 1 day ago

      I hope it goes well sweetie, maybe telling your doctor is the way forward for you and im sure your Mom will just be happy to know you’re getting the support you need, your bravery will make her proud alone ;) xx

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      kevin · 1 week, 1 day ago

      hope it goes well

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   1 week, 2 days ago · View

    Secretary. :)

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   1 week, 2 days ago · View

    This film means so much more to me than any film I have ever seen. It has actually changed my life.

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      imnotinvincible · 1 week, 2 days ago

      What film is that?

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      zillah · 1 week, 2 days ago

      Best. Film. Ever.

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      shannonxx · 1 week, 1 day ago

      I really want to see this now :) xx

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   1 week, 2 days ago · View

    I need you so much right now. I need help. I really need help and I dont know how to ask for it. I dont know whats wrong with me I dont know what to ask for. But I need help. Im not coping like this. I cant keep fighting when I dont even know what Im fighting for anymore.

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      smellybottom · 1 week, 2 days ago

      this too shall pass
      you will get through this

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      shannonxx · 1 week, 1 day ago

      Here for you, you will get through this xx

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   1 month, 3 weeks ago · View

    Tattoooooooo :D

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      shannonxx · 1 month, 3 weeks ago

      Ooh this would be an amazing tattoo! :) x

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      My_Satan · 1 month, 3 weeks ago

      LOVE

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   1 month, 3 weeks ago · View

    Numnutz. He died a year ago. I love you baby. 3

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      shannonxx · 1 month, 3 weeks ago

      Aww what a gorgeous baby cat xo

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 1 week ago · View

    I love your comments Shannon. <3 You're so beautiful and they always brighten up my day. <3

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    You all see what I want you to see and not the pain and horror underneath. Now right in front of you I am giving in to death. Bleeding out until theres nothing left. Im dying right before your eyes. And Im lovingly welcoming my own demise.

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 2 weeks ago

      I’m her for you honey! Please hold on! xxx

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    What is this? I dont even know.

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 2 weeks ago

      It looks yummy! xx

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    You are absolutely beautiful Shannon. <3

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    You should see it now bro. 8)

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    You have no fucking idea about me. I dont post for fucking attention, I posted it for one of the fucking Admins. And incase you’ve never noticed, I’m not the only person who posts self harm on here and I most certainly wont be the last. I dont care what you fucking think, you dont know the first fucking thing about me.

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    Thanks sweetie, but that’s not me…

    That’s the one girl I’ve always been in love with. :/

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    Secret posted by Lilly Rai   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I think a part of me will always be madly in love with you. But that just wont happen.

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 2 weeks ago

      Thinking of you! Youre gorgeous btw! x

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        Lilly Rai · 2 months, 2 weeks ago

        Thanks sweetie, but that’s not me…

        That’s the one girl I’ve always been in love with. :/

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    What the FUCK is wrong with you?!?!?!

    And look, whoever posted this, I’m sorry if that upset you.
    But I get horrific flashbacks, feel the need to cry and throw up and dont sleep at night whenever I hear a certain word that triggers all that. The only time I complain about is when one person uses it specifically to upset me.

    Harden. The. FUCK. Up. You are on a website FULL of people that self harm, or all kinds of fucking reasons none of you small minded idiots will ever understand. So stop fucking judging people.

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    What the fuck is wrong with you fucking cunts?! Jesus fucking Christ.

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I wasnt talking about that word, you idiot.

    I’ve never thought I was any fucking Saint on here. But at least I dont fucking judge people! Just fuck off, you dont know anything about me, or what I’m going through. So just go fuck yourself with a flaming cactus for all I fucking care, you small minded twat.

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I’m sorry cuntface, but I’ve never preached to someone about cutting on chat. I tell that cunt Alex not to say the F word because it’s fucking derogatory.

    get your fucking facts straight, you small minded cunt, before you judge me. :|

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    Lilly Rai commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    Sorry mate, but if that is LittleMissBeth you’re talking about, that aint fucking love. :|

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