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  • Secret posted by howidissappear   4 weeks ago · View

    i dont know why im doing this

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      kevin · 4 weeks ago

      you should eat, dude

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      shannonxx · 4 weeks ago

      You should eat something hon xx

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      Jaki_Addict_xox · 3 weeks, 5 days ago

      Mines empty again too
      I know what you mean, that feeling of complete emptiness is almost too good.

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   1 month ago · View

    i feel like SCEAMING at the top of my lungs

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      shannonxx · 1 month ago

      It’s ok hon, just count to ten and breathe :) here for you xx

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   1 month ago · View

    Some times you just forget the people that helped you and kept beside you through out your troubled times. When you come out and all your friends are there you forget that they werent always. and the one that was you have pushed away. sometime you just forget the friendship and that hole they filled when it seemed nothing could filll it. im healing but im not healed just yet. im sorry i forgot though.

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      shannonxx · 1 month ago

      Try not to beat yourself up sweetheart xo

  • howidissappear commented on a secret:   7 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    whats the name of your blog?

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  • howidissappear commented on a secret:   7 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    love them :)

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  • Secret posted by howidissappear   9 months ago · View

    i think so many people i this place need to listen to this song

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   10 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    i feel like im oing to break down and cry

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      mywayorthehiway · 10 months, 4 weeks ago

      pray? sometimes you just gotta cry

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   11 months, 1 week ago · View

    ive never had someone tell me

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      loverzcry · 11 months, 1 week ago

      Cutting deeper is just what I needed to quit. It made me realize that I wasn’t in control and it didn’t solve my problems. Maybe they’re hoping it’ll work for you that way too. Possibly.. BUT. I’M. NOT. SUGGESTING. IT.

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   12 months ago · View

    im beginning to break apart again. . .

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   1 year ago · View

     its like im stabbing in the stabbing in the dark

  • howidissappear commented on a secret:   1 year ago · View

    jealous

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  • howidissappear commented on a secret:   1 year ago · View

    bottom right or the top one

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  • howidissappear commented on a secret:   1 year ago · View

    bottom right or the top one

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  • howidissappear commented on a secret:   1 year, 1 month ago · View

    aww it sucks so bad!!

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  • Secret posted by howidissappear   1 year, 1 month ago · View

    im not okay. i dont know what i am but its not good. its nothing. i am nothing. i am not missed by people. i am not invited out with my friends. i am that person who is just there like a book on a shelf.

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      anzure · 1 year, 1 month ago

      Omgosh, I was like this not that long ago! it’s horrible like you can enter and leave a room and no one would even noticed. My friends also ditched me, I sound like a loser but I can relate to how you feel. But please you should stay true to yourself and wait for better people to come along, I made the mistake by getting any old friend, but now I have great friends, and I when I talk to them they actually acknowledge that I’m there. I really hope you get that to, just wait it out, I also went to counseling sessions :) I hope that helps

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      The Wicked Witch <3 · 1 year, 1 month ago

      I have two of those grey words carved on my thighs. :|

      I hope you feel better soon honey, it’s never fun to be in that state. You can always talk to us if you like? <3

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      jigsaw · 1 year, 1 month ago

      If you are lonely, then how about you go out instead of being stuck in the home. If you’ve changed then change back into a normal person, not a zombie everyone wants to shoot the fuck out of. You should try using happy colours instead of dull depressing colours to lighten up your day, infact just go outside and go for a walk. So you are scared of becoming fat, alone, angry, sad, a fake, an alcoholic and pain killer addict, you should just try avoiding the alcohol and pain killers cause they fuck you up, they make you alone, sad, angry, fake and fat, just avoid that and you should be fine.

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        anzure · 1 year, 1 month ago

        ^ I 100% agree with this :P

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   1 year, 5 months ago · View

    ive been awake for 1hour

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   1 year, 6 months ago · View

    I FEEL SO FAKE WITH EVERYTHING  I DO

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      imnotokay · 1 year, 6 months ago

      understand you, i feel.. lost too

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      trustisneeded11 · 1 year, 6 months ago

      Find yourself. Day-by-day find something new about YOU. You will get to know yourself that way.

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   1 year, 6 months ago · View

    im the third wheel when im with my friends

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      wghoops · 1 year, 6 months ago

      just like me >.<

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      mongol · 1 year, 6 months ago

      we cant all be talkers
      we need all types to keep life interesting
      i love some quiet and some talkative mates
      dont try to be someone your not to please others
      many of the best folk are a bit shy and quiet
      i respect quiet people
      dont be afraid to be who you are

  • Secret posted by howidissappear   1 year, 6 months ago · View

    i was looking through my draws and found this. i wrote it on the 8-12-09

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      never_giving_up · 1 year, 6 months ago

      Be yourself, don’t pretend

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      anonny · 1 year, 6 months ago

      *hugs tightly* D: