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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    yeah, it does fucking hurt. but thats okay, ill just ”deal with it”….. im always here when ur ready….. if you even care about that fact…. i love you kiwi

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    Secret posted by foreverbroken   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    My first kiss was stolen from me.... He kissed me all over and then suddenly he kissed my lips.... He proceeded to unclasp my bra; put his hands up my shirt and grope and fondle me.... Then he pulled down my leggings and fingered me... He set out a towel to catch the blood when he entered me; but I unfroze enough to beg him to stop.... He finally did..... he almost raped me.... Hes my brother in law......

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 2 weeks ago

      I’m so sorry this happened, i had something similar happen to me a few months back, im here for you, could you maybe tell your sister? Dont feel like you have to keep this all in and go through it all alone xx

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I don’t know why it’s happening, but you are NOT giving up, got it? I’m still here, so you have to be too. We can do this kiwi. I’m always here for you…. k? stay safe… for me…

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    I want this so bad….. (yes, I’m stalking you. It just happens =p)

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    okay, I read it./ I’m so sorry kiwi… I would help if I knew how… you know that…. I’m tired of it too…. So much…. Stay safe, please..

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    Secret posted by foreverbroken   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    Ive kinda liked him for over a year.... I decided to try to make something of it... He lives here; I like him; I wanted to try. Hes in the drama company. we were doing a production. I saw him every day during tech week. A couple of my friends knew I like him and tried to set us up. They made it VERY obvious that I like him. I thought I was making progress. then my best friend came to one of the shows. He was hooked... He hung around us all night; something hes never done before. He was insistent that we go out to eat with the cast; also something hes never done before. He immediately sat next to her; through the night he was desperate obvious full on flirting with her. She flirted right back. she knows I like him a lot. and have since last summer. This was the second time he met her. He wont stop asking about her.....

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      hurt_by_u · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

      I’m sorry that happened to you :(
      If you want to talk about it you can always message me xxx

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

      Its ok to not be over something, it just takes time :) xx

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    Unless he just doesn’t exist…

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    You make a good point… but ”love” always dies.. I’ve never seen anything different. So was it really love in the first place?

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    I have trouble believing there is a real thing…

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   2 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    idk what the hidden says, but as for the secret: i wish it were simple….. love is far too complex…..

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    im not talking about me specifically. im only 17, of course theres time.

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    i know there’s time for ME. what im saying is i dont believe true love exists at all… almost every relationship i have ever seen in my family, my extended family, some friends: went to shit. hate, divorce, settling, abuse, etc. that doesnt sound like love to me.

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    Secret posted by foreverbroken   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    Movies and stories are bullshit. True love doesnt exist... It always dies.... Prince Charming doesnt exist. I dont believe in love anymore... I have yet to be proven wrong....

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      kevin · 3 months, 1 week ago

      there’s still time you know :p

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        foreverbroken · 3 months, 1 week ago

        im not talking about me specifically. im only 17, of course theres time.

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      credulous · 3 months, 1 week ago

      Yes, it was all bullshit. Even though the real thing isn’t as effortless, and it might be a painful road, and no relationship is perfect, I guaranteed you the real thing is better. The real thing is more intense, the real thing is more magical than a staged performance. I think you must realize so!

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        foreverbroken · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        I have trouble believing there is a real thing…

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      Mist · 3 months, 1 week ago

      Well it goes both ways. All those nice Prince Charmings are still trying to find their princess’, but women have the ability to be so immature, irrational, and cruel. Often they, too, will stop believing and just give in. Waiting for that one girl to prove them wrong about love.

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        foreverbroken · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        You make a good point… but ”love” always dies.. I’ve never seen anything different. So was it really love in the first place?

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      thecrayolakid · 3 months, 1 week ago

      True loves exists and I see it everyday. It isn’t as effortless as Disney portrayed it, but it is real and there is time you know.

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      shannonxx · 3 months, 1 week ago

      You’ll get your prince one day :) xx

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        foreverbroken · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

        Unless he just doesn’t exist…

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      foreverbroken · 3 months, 1 week ago

      i know there’s time for ME. what im saying is i dont believe true love exists at all… almost every relationship i have ever seen in my family, my extended family, some friends: went to shit. hate, divorce, settling, abuse, etc. that doesnt sound like love to me.

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        thecrayolakid · 3 months, 1 week ago

        Look some more. I see it in many relationships all around me. Not everything’s perfect but I know people who are happy together and LOVE each other. It’s real.

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    That’s one reason I got a cat…

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    Secret posted by foreverbroken   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    I promised you my first kiss... I guess ill just not have it.....

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      shannonxx · 3 months, 1 week ago

      Awww never say never, but believe in forever :) xx

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    Secret posted by foreverbroken   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    I hate that I still cant breathe when I see you come online.. I still smile like an idiot when all you said is hi... My journal is still full of letter to you that I still write... My heart still stops when I see your name light up on my phone... What will it take for me to get over you?

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      My_Satan · 3 months, 1 week ago

      I know this at the moment

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      thecrayolakid · 3 months, 1 week ago

      I wish I knew.

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      shannonxx · 3 months, 1 week ago

      Time will tell :) You will find something amazing someday whether with this person or another, you deserve that :) xx

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      shannonxx · 3 months, 1 week ago

      Time will tell :) You will find something amazing someday whether with this person or another, you deserve that :) xx

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      mad_as_a_spoon · 3 months, 1 week ago

      I know it at the moment too :/

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    Secret posted by foreverbroken   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    Im so nervous... My college dance program audition is in less than 2 days... Im terrified of getting rejected... Ive never wanted to do anything else with my life... I used to calm myself by imagining you were there... But you never are anymore.... I dont know what Im gonna do..

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      ibeholly · 3 months, 1 week ago

      GOOD LUCK! BE CONFIDENT! FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS! lul.

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      bumblek269 · 3 months, 1 week ago

      Good luck dear! You will do great! Just believe in yourself! :D

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      shannonxx · 3 months, 1 week ago

      You are strongr than you think, good luck! :) xx

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   3 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    [] Smoked.
    [x] Drank alcohol.
    [x] Cried when someone died.
    [x] Been drunk.
    [] Had sex.
    [x] Been to a concert.
    [] gotten/given a hand job.
    [] gotten/given a blowjob.
    [x] Been verbally/sexually harassed.
    [] Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 98%
    [] Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
    [x] Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
    [] Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
    [] Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
    [x] Been to prom.
    [x] Cried at school.
    [x] Gotten lost in Wal-Mart or a department store.
    [] Went streaking.
    [] Given or received a lap dance.
    [x] Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 90%
    [] Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
    [x] Slept over at someone of the opposite sex’s house.
    [] Kissed a stranger.
    [x] Hugged a stranger.
    [x] Went scuba diving.
    [x] Driven a car.
    [x] Gotten an x-ray.
    [x] Hit by a car.
    [] Had a party.
    [] Done serious drugs.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 83%
    [] Played strip poker/darts.
    [] Got paid to strip for someone.
    [x] Run away from home.
    [] Broken a bone.
    [x] Eaten sushi
    [] Bought porn.
    [] Watched porn.
    [] Made porn.
    [] Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
    [x] Been in love.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 80%
    [] Made Out.
    [x] Laughed so hard you cried.
    [x] Cried yourself to sleep.
    [] Laughed yourself to sleep
    [x] Stabbed yourself.
    [x] Shot a gun.
    [x] Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
    [x] Been online for 9 consecutive hours.
    [x] Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
    [x] Watched an animal die.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 72%
    [x] Watched a person die.
    [] Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person.
    [x] Pranked somebody.
    [] Put somebody in the hospital.
    [] Snuck into someone’s room and/or your own room after being out.
    [] Kissed somebody of the same sex.
    [x] Dressed punk.
    [x] Dressed preppy.
    [] Been to a motocross race.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 68%
    [x] Avoided somebody.
    [x] Been stalked.
    [] Stalked someone.
    [] Met a celebrity.
    [x] Played an instrument.
    [x] Ridden a horse.
    [x] Cut yourself.
    [] Bungee jumped.
    [x] Ding dong ditched somebody.
    [] Been to a wild party.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62%
    [] Got caught stealing something.
    [x] Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
    [] Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
    [] Gone out with your friend’s crush.
    [] Got arrested.
    [] Been pregnant.
    [x] Babysat.
    [] Been to another country.
    [] Started your house on fire.
    [] Had an encounter with a demon.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 60%
    [x] Donated your hair to cancer patients.
    [x] Been asked out by someone that you never thought you’d be asked out by.
    [x] Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
    [x] Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
    [x] Sat on your butt all day.
    [x] Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
    [x] Had a job.
    [] Gotten cut from a sports team.
    [x] Been called a whore.
    [] Danced like a whore.
    PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 52%
    [x] Been mistaken for a teacher.
    [x] Been in a car accident.
    [x] Been told you have beautiful eyes.
    [x] Been told you have beautiful hair.
    [] Raped somebody.
    [x] Danced in the rain.
    [] Been rejected.
    [] Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
    [x] Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.
    [] Been raped.
    [x] Tried to commit suicide
    PERCENTAGE: 45%

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    Secret posted by foreverbroken   3 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    This stress is killing me.... and I dont know how much longer I can take it... I never sleep anymore; I have loads of shit to do and no time to do it; my mom is pressuring me more than ever; etc... I dont know how long Ill be able to stand it...

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      bumblek269 · 3 months, 2 weeks ago

      Hun, we can do it! I believe that you can do it. I love you darling:)

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      shannonxx · 3 months, 2 weeks ago

      You can do whatever you want to do, you’re strong :)

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    foreverbroken commented on a secret:   3 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    thanks babe..

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