SecretZen

I know exactly how you feel if you need to talk :/ my cat died a few years ago. and she was older than me xx

What areyou on? They sound good Cute pic xx

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i lit an incense stick and put a piece of black card behind it then enhanced the contrast a lil

-own photo-

elastic band theory, my dear. guys are like elastic bands, sometimes they’ll stretch away, but they’ll come flinging back every few days… just go with it for now

i logged in just to say i love this song

me too :/

doesn’t matter really, you’ve just proved that everything I suspected was true.
and I don’t need or want to be ”included” by you.
The reason i ignore you is because i don’t want to pretend to like you, even for F’s benefit. That’s the same as lying to him, and i’m not doing that. I talk to people i like and who i think are my friends, hence i dont talk to you.

If you recall correctly, you said exactly the same thing. You had the problem with me in the first place, you just decided you didn’t want to be friends anymore, and I just cba to take anymore of your crap. I don’t care what you do. The only reason I would even bat an eyelid in your direction is if anything you do has an effect on my bf. I don’t know what he tells you, and sometimes i wish he didn’t, but whatever you two talk about is no concern of mine, and frankly i have no interest in it. I am not miserable when i am ”in your presence”, i just don’t talk so much out of choice. I’m not stupid enough to let your ”presence” depress me, and there is no way that I’m going to let you of all people affect my happiness.
You forget that you were the one that started all of this. I still don’t know why, but now i’ve realised that if you ever wanted to be friends again we would have been. I spent months worrying about you and what you were doing, but now i just don’t want it anymore. why should i worry about you when you clearly ”don’t give a f***” about me? Don’t you dare pretend you care about me. you just want people to feel sorry for you and give you attention and make me look like the bad guy. just like always. I don’t even care if i look like the bad guy. I’m always the bad guy. i always take the fall for people, and they never notice. Writing this will make me the bad guy and everyone who reads it wil go ”Oh! she’s so mean!” but tbh whoever’s side they’re on doesn’t matter because it won’t change anything. Just dont pretend to care because we both know you don’t.

I knew there were some of us lurking on here mm and bb to you all xxxxxxxxxxx

I think i get what you mean :L

She doesn’t want me to do what she did I guess, but it’s getting to the point where she won’t let me have friends :s