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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   3 weeks ago · View

    I am going to kill myself tonight. Goodbye.

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      TheUndeadShadows · 2 weeks, 6 days ago

      Errmm…Sorry I can’t let you do that…

      Your wonderful and you’re a LOT stronger then you think you are.

      Keep pushing through.

      Chatme <3

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      whiteelephant · 2 weeks, 6 days ago

      I hope my answer doesn’t come to late. Please, don’t do this. You will find hope someday and something that’s worth living for. If you need somebody to talk, I’m here and I will try to help you.

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      shannonxx · 2 weeks, 6 days ago

      All American rejects :) xx

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    dreamcatcher commented on a secret:   2 months, 1 week ago · View

    There was one person for a while, but he tore me apart and then left. They all do. There is no one.

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   2 months, 1 week ago · View

    I have never wanted to die as much as I do at this very moment. And thats really saying something.

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 1 week ago

      I’m her for you sweetheart, i experienced the same thing last week but somehow i stayed and you can too :) xx

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      thepuppet · 2 months, 1 week ago

      Don’t forget about that ONE person out there who is willing to say:
      http://secretzen.com/thepuppet/secrets/540760

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        dreamcatcher · 2 months, 1 week ago

        There was one person for a while, but he tore me apart and then left. They all do. There is no one.

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    I *told* him I knew him better...

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

      awww </3 xx

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    dreamcatcher commented on a secret:   3 months ago · View

    I’m extremely jealous of my older sister, too. Message me if you want to talk <3

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   3 months ago · View

    It was the night my grandmother died. I was five years old. I remember it as if it was yesterday. My sister and I were lying in our beds; it was back when we still shared a room. She asked me if I was crying for our grandmother. I told her no. Crying has never been how I deal with grief. She told me I was heartless.

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      shannonxx · 3 months ago

      You’re not heartless, you just have to think of yourself sometimes, you’re important too :) <3 xx

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      shushi_pie · 3 months ago

      doesn’t make you heartless its so hard to cry when you lose a loved one trust me

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    dreamcatcher commented on a secret:   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    Oh lord, me too. Message me if you want to talk.

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    dreamcatcher commented on a secret:   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    This is beautiful.

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   3 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I want to die.

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      smellybottom · 3 months, 1 week ago

      why to that today when you can do that any time
      you are put on this earth to do something
      to create something
      you have talents you know only what they are
      use them
      try to have a go at life
      it doesnt matter how many times you screw it up
      we all screw up at times
      get up and take the steps you need one step ,one minute on day to do what you must
      even if for now all you can do is get out of bed each day
      thats enough
      that feeling can not and will not last
      the tides will soon turn again
      and it will be your turn to shine
      dont look to far ahead
      just get through each day
      things will improve
      nothing stays the same

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   3 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I think I am going to stop eating. Not because I think Im fat just because I have the inexpressible urge to stop eating. I dont know why.

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      shannonxx · 3 months, 2 weeks ago

      I hope you’r not feeling empty, amazing person :) xxxx

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   3 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    Im here for everyone when they need me but no ones there for me. Or maybe I just dont let them be there for me.

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      shannonxx · 3 months, 2 weeks ago

      Virtual hugs all round! :) xxxxxx

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   4 months, 1 week ago · View

    I have found God.

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   4 months, 1 week ago · View

    I have too many thoughts running through my head. I feel more alive than I have in a while.

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   4 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    I am so tired of lies. Too many lies.

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      shannonxx · 4 months, 3 weeks ago

      Very revolutional indeed :)

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      The Dragon · 4 months, 3 weeks ago

      I love that book. ^^;

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    dreamcatcher commented on a secret:   5 months ago · View

    *hug*
    Stay strong, rep <3

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    dreamcatcher commented on a secret:   5 months ago · View

    The first text you save (even if you edit it later) is what comes up as hidden text. You don’t have to do it before the image; you can put your hidden text, save it, then edit it to be whatever you want your apparent text to be.

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   5 months ago · View

    I need to distance myself from you. It hurts me a lot and I know its going to hurt you at first but I have to. I cant just keep on hurting you and hurting myself like this. So no more rants to you about my problems. No more asking you for help. No more having you as my confidante. Its all for the better; I do believe that; I have no other choice.

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      Inkheart. · 5 months ago

      Holy crap. Relate so much right now.

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    dreamcatcher commented on a secret:   5 months ago · View

    Followed!
    anwarsdreams.tumblr.com :)

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   5 months, 1 week ago · View

    [This doesnt belong in a textbox but the best way I can put it is that you are so much more than I could ever hope to be. Dragging you down with me is the last thing Id ever want to do.] I think hes in love with me. I think Ive known for a while. But I dont like him in that way. I dont love him back. And I feel terrible. I feel as if Ive led him on. All of our friends think that we should be a couple but I dont feel it. He is one of the nicest guys I know but he is just a friend. I dont want to hurt him or to have hurt him. I dont know what to do.

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      mockingjay · 5 months, 1 week ago

      Sometimes the truth hurts, even though it’s painful to give and excruciating to receive. If he loves you, he’ll understand and won’t hurt you back. If he’s a douche and was faking love, then you know he’s not the one.

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      disturbia · 5 months, 1 week ago

      This happened a few times for me. People always feel for the rejected but they don’t realise that the ones who reject people do not enjoy the feeling either /:
      You should make your feelings clear as soon as possible or he would be pining uselessly for the next however long it takes before you do! Its gonna hurt for both of you but it is necessary. I wish you best of luck (:

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    Secret posted by dreamcatcher   5 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I was in Tunisia in August; Im going to Turkey in late December; Im going to Florida (Wizarding World again) in May; Im going to Libya in July. Its going to be an exciting year.