daeara @daeara ?

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  • daeara commented on a secret:   4 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    If people are asking if you’re going, it means some people still care. Hang in there.

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  • daeara commented on a secret:   4 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    If people are asking if you’re going, it means some people still care. Hang in there.

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  • daeara commented on a secret:   4 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    My family owns a camp in WAY northern Maine, right on a lake. It’s small, it’s rustic… but every night, I watch the sun set over the distant mountains, and it reflects off the glassy surface of the lake…and I always get a little shiver of sadness when I realize I have to enjoy it alone.

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  • daeara commented on a secret:   4 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    God, do I ever know this feeling. It’s gnawing, it’s edging, it’s excruciatingly painful, and it feels like there’s no relief.

    I can’t give you the answers, because I’m still there.
    What I can tell you is that you’re not alone. Not by a long shot. <3

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  • Secret posted by daeara   4 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    Im sick of being toyed with. Whether it be by the forces that be pulling the rug out from under me just as a beautiful thing seems to fall into place or whether its a person tantalizingly close and seeming so eager...and yet no. Its all just a ruse. Just a tease. Just a fucking game again and again and Im always the joker the jester the fool.

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      disturbia · 4 months, 4 weeks ago

      relate :C

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      badmoon · 4 months, 4 weeks ago

      oh honey i am sure you are more then this.
      but go away from that person stop accepthing being toyied with

  • Secret posted by daeara   4 months, 4 weeks ago · View

    this

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      badmoon · 4 months, 4 weeks ago

      I also have anxiety for a bout 3 years now, it a daily struggle specail since i also have epsiodes of depression.
      but, i don’t give up on my chance to one day be done with it and happy
      and neiter should you.
      if you need some one to lisen you always welcome to send me a privet messge