Hobbit 2 @brokenhearted ?

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   3 weeks, 2 days ago · View

    Im in love with somebody that I havent even met yet.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   1 month ago · View

    Id rather be constantly depressed than varying between good and bad like I am now. The lows dont hurt as much that way.

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      Savage · 1 month ago

      relate :/ I hope it gets better for you though, here if you ever need to talk (:

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      shannonxx · 1 month ago

      Here for you always, i hope it’s more often high points for you! :) x

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      gift20 · 3 weeks, 2 days ago

      lucyoumar@yahoo.com

      Hello dear

      How are you doing today, i hope every things is OK with you as its my

      pleasure to contact you after viewing your profile in this site(http://secretzen.com) which really interest in me having communication with you,if you will have the desire with me so that we can get to know each other better and see what will happen in future. i will be very happy if you can write me through my email for easiest communication and to know all about each other OK,

      here is my email. i will be waiting to hear from you,

      your new friend Lucy.

      (Id) lucyoumar@yahoo.com

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   1 month, 1 week ago · View

    Ive cut you out of my life. I hate you. I hate you for what youve done for me and I hate you for making me trust you. But I cant ever let you back into my life. Because Im terrified Ill fall in love with you all over again.

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      Fragile As A Bubble · 1 month, 1 week ago

      I get this, and I hope every thing turns to be alright.

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      shannonxx · 1 month, 1 week ago

      I hope it all works out for you xx

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      hearts_a_mess · 1 month, 1 week ago

      Wow I can really relate :/

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    You make it out like youve never been loved you totally ignore the fact that I was in love with you for nearly 2 years. Is it because Im a girl or is it because Im not worth remembering? Because I wouldve done anything for you but still I let you go. Best friends? Bullshit. I dont want anything to do with you ever again.

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 1 week ago

      Im so sorry its come to this, i hope you find the strength to love again sometime :) x

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   2 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I dont really consider anybody in my life right now a friend to me- with about one exception. Im not sure I care.

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 1 week ago

      I’ll be your friend :) x

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    Every day is starting to feel like another mountain to climb.

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

      i agree! xx

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

      Hope it gets easier xxx

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   2 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    Im such a bitch to everybody at school that they forget theres a feeling person underneath the cruel exterior.

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      shannonxx · 2 months, 3 weeks ago

      Youre actually beautiful xx

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   3 months ago · View

    People give me so much crap at school for being gay it just makes me resent who I am. I wish Id never come out to any of them.

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      shannonxx · 3 months ago

      If you were just bein yourself, you havent crossed the line :) xx

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   3 months, 1 week ago · View

    .You dont look like a lezza. Can I call you dyke?. Fag. Fat gay. Youre just a lesbian because you dont get cock. Being a lesbian and being desperate are the same. Gay is a choice. You chose to be gay. Youre a whore because youd have sex with another woman. Lesbo.

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      liveoutloud · 3 months, 1 week ago

      It’s a rough hand to be dealt. Let me know if you ever need someone to talk to.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   3 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    Ive decided. Im going to cut you out of my life once Ive built the courage to do so.

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      Confusion · 3 months, 3 weeks ago

      I know this feeling.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   3 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    I cant wear my pride wristband anymore because the word dyke cut into my arm 3 times is a harsh oxymoron. I dont know if Im ready to accept myself.

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      ibeholly · 3 months, 3 weeks ago

      i so get this.. and yet, although, i’m not proud of myself, i’ll still tell you to ’be proud of who you are and accept yourself’’ -but yano, that’s just hypocritical me speaking..

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      redstream99 · 3 months, 2 weeks ago

      i accept you :) the both of you x

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   4 months, 1 week ago · View

    My problems with food are coming back. I dont know if Im strong enough to fight this again.

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      rep <33 · 4 months, 1 week ago

      I love this song <3

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      redstream99 · 3 months, 2 weeks ago

      i hope you’re okay x

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   4 months, 1 week ago · View

    I think that when somebody is saying how amazing humanity is theyre deluded and stupid.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   4 months, 1 week ago · View

    You only need me when you have a problem. I want you to fight for me but you wont. So I suppose Im going to say goodbye soon. Im scared.

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      redstream99 · 4 months, 1 week ago

      message me? i’ll hear you out if you like x

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   4 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I overwork myself so much because I just want my dad to tell me hes proud of me or that I did a good job. I just want to make him proud.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   4 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I hate myself so much and I constantly feel like Im not good enough to exist and I dont know how much longer I can tolerate this.

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      A Mystery. · 4 months, 2 weeks ago

      Relate so much.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   4 months, 2 weeks ago · View

    I know that I dont have romantic feelings for her. But I think I like her. Or Im fairly sure I could like her.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   4 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    Im so lonely.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   4 months, 3 weeks ago · View

    I could be so caring and affectionate if I had reason to. But I dont. So Ill just stay angry at the world.

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    Secret posted by Hobbit 2   5 months ago · View

    If I keep myself occupied I can keep blocking it out. It cant hurt me if its blocked out.

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      yepiamhappy · 5 months ago

      it’ll just hurt you for longer then, dear. the only way out is through.